Rikku

I'm a little ticked off today for two reasons.

One, I was the only person in my year to score an A in my GCSE's, I've never had alcohol, smoked, done drugs, I've never even been out the house past six. And my parents treat me as if I were the worst child in the world. If I don't do a piece of homework the day I get it, I'm a lazy so and so. If I'm in an upset mood because of the people at school and I'm depressing, and a complete idiot, and I need to get a life. I know it's normal teenage stuff but it's every day! Though I am grateful they haven't hit me in a while lol.

And then there's my brother. He'll ask for something new every day, he's gotten new clothes, phone upgrades, a MAC, shoes, blablabla all in the space of a month. I asked my parents whether I could dye my hair underneath, paying for it myself. The response was "Jesus, no! For God's sake I'm busy". And when I ask why not my dad comes in with a bunch of swearing and calls me pathetic. I was just confused... I've never asked for anything this entire year, I can't even remember asking for anything last year. I don't care that much, it's just if my brother can have what he wants, why can't I at least get a valid reason why I can't have one thing?

And second, I'm being hit on by a girl I haven't spoke to in months. My ex-friend came up to me the other day and gave me her new number, telling me to text her, so I did. And she sends a text saying that she's bi and she likes me, and wants to know if I'm bi too. So instead of giving me a casual "I'm good thanks, just started college" it's like a smack in the face. It kind of felt even worse because my ex-friends were spreading rumours that I'm bi when I most definitely am not. I actually haven't been teased in a while, which is great, but if it starts up again someone's getting hit.

On the plus side, I'm off to a beauty show with my aunt and uncle on Sunday so that should be good. I might get free products and fashion tips that I can post about :) Anyway, have some eye candy.